Truth be Told

So, looks like I ended things with one of my suitors, this guy I went out with (Mr. Wife) a month or so ago. We had a good time; went out four times. But the last time we went out he said "I'm an asshole". Well, I don't really want to be with an asshole; I've been with enough of them to know that. So he asked me out several times after that (via email) and I kept putting him off (I did have other plans, but I just didn't make him a priority because what he said bothered me). Then, he emailed me today asking why I hadn't talked and whether he had said or done something wrong. So I told him straight that he told me he was an ass and I didn't want to date an ass. Well, then he denied his assholeness. Whatever! I just don't think that I want to stick around to find out if he is indeed an ass or not.

So, lets see... how's this dating thing going? I would say I am getting quite bored of it. The first guy I dated (after my last relationship ended) told me on the third date that his wife had a restraining order against him, another tells me he's an ass and many more just don't seem to be gellin' with me. I guess I don't really know why I am dating so much lately anyway. I mean I am not interested in getting married again and I really don't even want to get serious with anyone. I guess I am just feeling lonely and bored. Meeting new people is usually fun, but lately I haven't felt like I am meeting the kind of guys I want to hang out with. And it sure would be nice to feel that excitement again, but I know what that leads to...